went school . got choir . stayed back then sing sing until 5 plus .
reached home , i heard something .
and , i did get very very angry .
fcuked lor ! im angry lor !
im really like the dumbiest person lor .
and im going to give up already .
it's time to move on already .
i just want times to go back to the first time i know you .
and everything just remains like that .
why does things always turn up to this way ?
you know my heart already no feelings already ?
you are my friend , become my korkor , then become my daddy . then become my boyfriend .
i hope it will remain at you are my daddy and im your daughter . this is the happiest times .
i regretted alot . seriously . it's time to move on already .
if you want me to take the first step , tell me . im willing .
cause im really wanted to be a friends of yours .
yah . my past love cause me to breaks down until im no longer a happy girl .
i just want to be a happy girl .
which girls you love , im going to give my full blessings .
even is her . kay.
take care & my dearest love .
last time saying iloveyou to you .
goodbye boy ! ♥
feeling so confusing now :/
i don want to be so emotional lor .
but why am i always feeling so emotional ?
what is the problem with me man ? :/sigh!
i think i really fall super super deep in love with you lor .
i think it isn't a good sign ? thats why im sufferring like fcuk ?
i regretted alot . seriously . i really agree what my bitch say .
''want to hurt me ? hurt me quickly please ?''
im sick and tired already . times that shows me you'll back .
times that you make me break down for you for times .
im not superwoman. im the girl that couldn't be strong in this kind of situation . do you understand it ?
why must always girls who is the one who is hurt ?
guys ? why do you guys want to hurt girls ?
please. im sick and tired already . seeing ppl around me hurt by guys ?
yah . there are girls who hurt guys . but you people tell me ?
if you guys are hurt, then girls are double , triple more hurt then you all !
you'll never know how hurt we are .
cause we are the one who always suffering.
i totally don know what to say already .
i feel so lost . that how i wish one day i have the ability to forget you .
but i know i couldn't . this is for sure .
im sorry friends. i really cannot take it anymore :/
today went to school as normal .
get back my physic, math results .
physic i pass ley! miracles ? i think my hardwork is not wasted .
but then hor , i just pass only 25/50 .
haha! i never get single digit is already a miracle . haha!
feel so happy . but my math hor ?!
sigh! i no comment uh .
should i feel happy that im the 5 of them in my class pass paper 1 ?
somemore al foreigner only me ?
should i be happy ?
34/60 paper 1
is lousy i know . i don wan this type of result de lor .
paper 2 more worst . i failed ! sigh! sigh ! sigh!
15/40!
means 1 more marks , im going to pass the 2 papers .
but overall pull my result down! hais !
become 46/100
this result makes me got nothing to say .
i want to pass math . but i think i haven put in more effort .
i shouldn't give up . i should continue to buck up and do super well for end of year !
chemistry : 36/50
phyic : 25/50
total : 61/100
haha! happy ! {:
then after school look for natalie {:
qingaideh . cheerup yah ?
im always there for you {:
iloveyou girl {:
i hope i can pass history , SS and chinese lor ! ):
lastly i got something to tell you boy.
can you tell me what you really feel ? :/
i just want to read your mind . i don know what you are thinking .
you're weird . really
why i love you so much ? yet you don seems to feel it at all ?
i don know how many times i have been breaking down for you .
i think the tears i cried is just too much already .
izzit that you are telling me to give up and move on ?
tell me boy ? can you ?
but no matter what i know i stil love you alot .
im really confused . i don know what to do .
goodbye boy . loveyou my dearest precious donovantan {:
very long never update blogger ler .didn't have the chance to update . hmm. exams are over !means holiday is coming ! haha! shiock luh ! but now currently like long weekend lor . sat , sun , monday , tues , wed NO SCHOOL !sian ! too long already . i miss alot ppl ! miss my strawberry , suenkuay , ahxuan , vulgar , lesbian , cutie , ronny and co. alot alot lor ! hmm. currently im sick ler . went to school on monday to pass the progress report with natalie {:after that went to meet up with jessica ! haha! always is i go out with her deh . brought 2 tops ! haha! i think is nice lor . haha! then went to watch iron man with her ! hahanice lor . {: hmmm. i also go see doctor that day . sigh . medicine yucks! was at home the whole day lor . so sian . nothing to do .always feel like sleeping only. medicine will makes me sleepy too ><
yawn Zzz !
now im doing nothing lor .
hmm . i just read vulgar blog lor .
haha! she keeps helping ppl do blog thingy .haha! so kind of her . haha! my blog song lor . im waiting ! haha! must thanks her a million then !haha! i saw alot ppl tagging me !
haha! i have replied all tags ler {:
and my dearest bitch {:
must cheer hor ! :x
anything can come find me to chit-chat .
haha! exams are over . means result will be coming ! really good game already . don know will do well anot . hope i will lor . i want to pass my math lor . don know can anot ? sigh ! i think i will stop here already . i want change skin !i think i can try changing ?
haha! finally my post is not emo !ILOVEYOU <3s
there is nothing to post today .
just now go yewtee mac study.
haven been online like whole day ? chatting with bitch! haha! mazliana hor.
is the bitch i love. not those bitches out there. {:
different ! haha!
okay . short post . im busy studying okay !
lastly wanna say
ILOVEYOU ! ILOVEYOU ! ILOVEYOU !

Baby i'll wait for you {:

The Girl that love you <3
peisze ask me do it again ! {:
so my answer abit changes only {:
1. What's your name?
-jiahui {:
2. What does your friends call you?
-jiahui & some nicknames {:
3. What time is it now?
-4.57pm
4. If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
- brown ?
5. How many pillows on your bed?
-1 ? but got bears ! {:
6. Who was the last text message you sent to?
-secret ;x
7. What color is your shirt right now?
-black {:
8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list?
-alvin ong {: daddy {:
9. When was the last time you cried?
-2 days ago ? ):
10. What school are you in?
- Assumption English School
11. Do you have a crush?
- im waiting for someone ? {:
12. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
- xiaoxuan&jiawan
13. How long is your hair?
- don know how to explain
14. What was the longest time you ever slept?
- not really remember ?
15. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- Yeah.
16. What thing you can't stand?
- when im thinking of the past .
17. What you wanna do now?
- i don know ?waiting for you to online {:
18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over?
-sleep at friends house of course {:
19. When was the last time scolded someone?
- wednesday ?
20.Would you like your friends to do this too?
- no! they all done it before
21. Then ask your 5 friends to do this test .
- none of them . cause im doing twice :/
just back home . {:
went to westMall with jiawan & xiaoxuan .
we go study {: haha! so sian siah .
sat & sun ! but monday which is exam le luh }:
sigh !
ytd i think im happy to heard a good news.
thanks eugene yeo for making me worried uh .
but i have make it clear already . i feel much better .
weather sucks recdently .
super hot lah . wth .
i think today short post bah .
haha! i still love my vulgar alot { :
vulgar the best ! {: haha !
happy to see it ?
LOVE YOU VULGAR <3>

I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU <3s
zhiyun ask me do this {:
1. What's your name?
-jiahui {:
2. What does your friends call you?
-jiahui & some nicknames {:
3. What time is it now?
-5.31pm
4. If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
- brown ?
5. How many pillows on your bed?
-1 ? but got bears ! {:
6. Who was the last text message you sent to?
-yongxiang
7. What color is your shirt right now?
-assumption p.e shirt ? means white {:
8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list?
-alvin ong {: daddy {:
9. When was the last time you cried?
-2 days ago ? ):
10. What school are you in?
- Assumption English School
11. Do you have a crush?
- im waiting for someone ? {:
12. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
- natalie & friends
13. How long is your hair?
- don know how to explain
14. What was the longest time you ever slept?
- not really remember ?
15. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- Yeah.
16. What thing you can't stand?
- when im thinking of the past .
17. What you wanna do now?
- i don know ? i feel like smsing someone ?
18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over?
-sleep at friends house of course {:
19. When was the last time scolded someone?
- wednesday ?
20.Would you like your friends to do this too?
- maybe ?
21. Then ask your 5 friends to do this test .
- celia vulgar {:
-wanling strawberry {:
-sherilyn suenkuay {:
-mazliana bitch {:
-peisze cutie {:
today go school as normal . exam ley today! sighh . which is chinese paper ! ><>
notice : chhay & ronny bully me !
then after thast paper 2 le .
start of the paper , scary lah . first time ley .
i want to laugh luh .
sit beside ronny , makes me laugh! haha!
after paper , go take bus with , ronny , sherilyn & natalie .
ronny laughter is scary siols .
but he is cute lah ! {{:
then go home le {:
I JUST WANT TO SAY I MISS YOU ALOT ! {:
i just want to wish you all the best for all the papers .
jiayou yah ? do well okay ?
you are a smart boy . you study , you comfirm can do well deh .
jiayou jiayou jiayou !
all the best for your mid year exam {:
my mind is still feel up with you .
exam time , i would feel like looking at you and it'll makes me put a smile in my face .
sigh :/
i don wan to let go . i want to hold on to you .
and wait for the day to come .
you no longer belonged to me
sighh. i feel super stressed now.
tell me what you feel cans ? you want me to take the first move to talk to you ?
then this is how we be friend izzit ?
tell me lahh ? i feel super fuck-ed up you know ?
i always hope that you'll be back ?
if in the begining you already know that the ending will be like that ?
why love me ? why stead with me ? end up breaking up ?
sighh ): why in the past you can treasure me like nobody business ?
but you can forget me so easily ? tell me why ? taking me for granted ?
bboy. How important you are to me do you know that? why must you treat me like that ?
why can't i be the girl you always love & treasure.
why your heart changed so fast ?
do you know that how i wish we can last forever .
when you hold my hand and never let me go . how sweet it is ?
you know anot ?! i remember everything that happened between us ?
have you forgotten ?
you say feeling fade ? what is this reason ? tell me ? why feeling will fade ?
i give in alot alot ? i try to be the type of girl that wonte be attitude problem.
even a girl get close to you , i don even know how to ask the girl to fuck off from you .
people has been saying im so stupid . yah . i totally agree .
and i said to myself again . if a girl get close to my love one , i'll make sure she fuck off far far away. i totally regretted . maybe i don know how to be a good gf .
thats why you are gone . yet im holding you .
hais . why can't we have a chance to be back together ? ):
vulgar made it for me ! {:
i wanna say this to her {:
vulgar i love you lots lahh!
no matter what i'll be there for you too (:
cheer up too ley .
lets be strong girls together okay ?
i know we can be crazy&vulgar for many many years deh <3really wanna thanks you a million always helping me making blogger stuffs . lastly wanna say that : CRAZY <3 VULGAR (: