
Life is great in camp. See this photo , you know my class very happening alr. Haha. Anyway, the photo have Me, Sherilyn, Natalie, Nara, Cleomine, Ziqun, Hariq, Benjamin and Chhay (: School was fine. Pray that i can catch up withh the syllabus that i should know well in. CPM ytd, it's awesome. Praise and worship was great, We gonna move to new venue by 2010. Have faith yeah? (: Service today, Praise was like finally got ' you lifted me out' This song just too great alr. Haha. have a great time praising and worshipping. Teaching was great. I learn that Jealousy always happen when we think that we take ownership of someone or something that don't belong to us. We don't own them . Yeah. that reflects my life la ):
I decided to sent an e-mail to christine alr. Telling her the struggles that affect me alot . I know god can solve it . But i don't want because of me , aes remain stagnent. I don't want this to affect my spiritual growth. I don't want to think of reasons to reason with her. I want to attend shepherding with a willing heart but not dragging my feet . Just let me change can? I still love her. But somehow there's something that stops me from sharing deep. Don't say deep. Even a simple thing like ' hey i not doing well' , i also couldn't speak it out . How bad it is ? How to open up? There's just too much for me to say. I don't know how to put them into words. So i couldn't describe why it turns this way. Ya, just let me can ? I'm sorry christine.