Just went to cleomine's blog and say a quiz that she says is pretty true.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:


You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


You value your friendships: 75%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

went school as normal today. School today was pretty fine (: After school, went to clark quay with Sarah, Sharon, Ziqun and Natalie. Went to buy sticky sweets , eat and walk walk awhile then take train back alone. Was very tired today but still fine. Haven't complete english homework. Sian Zzz... i don't want to do . Because i hate english, the story for paper 2 is also so boring ): I'm sorry. I'll do my work from the next homework (:
Caregroup tomorrow, pray that it will be a sucessful one. amen.

Thank god that my brother is fine(:
Ziqun if you see this, i want to thank you. Really thank you deep in heart for understanding me and know what do i really mean and also giving me advises and stuffs. Thanks. You told me that you'll be there and you really do. thank you. anything , text me as well. Love you QunJie! (:
see you tml! (:

service ytd. Worship was niceee.
Holy spirit please come and change my heart to love jesus more and more. Wasn't walking right because of certain stuffs. But well, i don't know what to do. After service have jes's farewell and unit meeting. After that walk ard plaza sin and dhouby ghaut station to eat at the nazi lemak there. Then ard 8plus, meet up with Lion to woodland to accompany her to eat. After that train to yewtee to change clothes and off to Lion's house to stay over. Didn't really have a heart to heart talk with her . But after some thinking, i really want to talk things out with her. Back home today at 11 plus and heard that korkor is down with high fever and all cough flu etc. Ambulance came and bring him to tan tock seng to check if he've H1N1. But god, i pray that you'll protect him from H1N1, amen. Just came home from tan tock seng. Didn't saw korkor there but hope that he's fine. If he really kanna , i think i'll have to quarantine. Zzz... Haven't do my homework and my heart is not right now because something happen just now ):

I love to worship You, my God
I love to worship You, my Lord
And see Your Spirit fall in power
Your love unfoldingGifts from heaven

I love to worship You, my God
I love to worship You, my Lord
And feel Your precious
Breath of heaven
Your all consuming love

Holy Spirit come in power
Change my heart
I want to live for You, my God
Let Your Spirit come in power
Change my life
That I may live for You my Lord
Fall on us Lord

I don't want to lose you la lion. Please don't choose to end ours and remain the friendship between you and the ... , please meet me to talk to me. i want to tell you alot of things. Lion is for forever but not just yrs. If you want to end our , please tell me face to face. And give me a choice. Don't decide yourself. I want to break down as reading your sms. It hurts me alot. Please don't so direct to me. I can't take it. I want to meet you. No matter what , i don't want to end. I never want to end it. I want my lion. I don't want you to be gone. everything we give a hug to one another, i'll think that will the relationship between us , change in a moment? So i never want to let go ): Friend means alot to me. Please don't hurt me. I hate her. I hate her. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !

Nothing special happen.
Went out with natalie , nara and co. to catch a movie. Transformer (:
Not as good as i expect but overall still ok loh . sound effect very good.
After movie at bugis , meet up with cousin eat dinner and go home (:

What am i thinking about?

Tomorrow going for West training day.
I'm very angry from the morning till just now. Disappearing makes me worried. But at least you reply me already. Phew. Waiting for your call.

service today . Reached early and meet up with Joyce to help out in housekeeping. I decided to join this ministry (: Service was awesome. i learn alot about what's people thinking about. People tend to give reasons after reason. And learn about being a role model. I want people to be inspire at the way i live my life. praise and worship was great as well. After service have harvester meet and Dewen ask us to find a accountability partner. I still don't know who do i want to choose? It must be someone i trust, biblical to help me in my growth. It's really hard. After that have Christine meet for awhile. We have a hi and bye hand signal. haha! it's really cool. After that went to ps with Shazalind, Vanessa and Xihwee. talk and window shopping . i saw a guess wallet really nice :D
60 bucks to buy it. It looks really nice :D It caught me and Shazalind attention. Walk till 9 and went to ''Just Asia'' to pass Joyce the jacket and train back.
'A' is just person A. nothing else.
Was on the train and i'm thinking of many stuffs la, god say in the bible to love your enemy. ohman, i swear it is even harder than .. I really hate 'A' god, why must i know someone like 'A' . And because of you me and ..... quarell like hell. maybe is not quarell but i can say somehow i'm angry towards her. I swear i really angry. Just take it as an example: We both ask the same things, somehow the respond are different. I don't think as a friend , i did not enough. i think i never treat people so good before. Well, since the 'A' so important to you then don't ever say she is someone good. To you and others la. But too bad, not to me. shall not say i hate , i shall say i dislike 'A'. I'm sorry for disliking your FRIEND. she so wonderful to you la. i just simply sucks ok. alright, nevermind. i remember my previous post. My life slogen. okay, fine. That's life.

I'm back from unstoppable. I learn alot from this camp and i really want to apply it to my life. Dayone, i learn to be ready in the kingdom of god and not to be in a rush to prepare our hearts right because things will not be as good as preparing and be ready. leading a life with love, love people unconditionally. we need to have faith to believe miracles will going to happen. Daytwo, i learn to rely on god's strength and in any time of people, god can still do miracles. A servant cannot serve two masters. The church is the center point of compassion and justice through outreach and discipleship(: i learn alot. just type in the key point. Daythree, i learn that never make decision base on feelings. Have stability in your walk with god. We need to make an impact to the lost and broken world. (:

This camp makes big difference to me. Make me reflect upon my life towards god. But still, i'm insecure towards friendship. i'm very worried that you'll turn cold to me. Today may be good, what about tomorrow? No matter how much i do, you'll not love me even more. This seems the max to you. Why can't you treasure this friendship as much as i treasure? I know is hard for you. But to me , i really think that i did my best. can't you feel it? I never treat a friend so so good before. Really never in my lifetime. but still , i want to thank god for you loving me for four years. I don't want much from you. Really, just you to spare some time for me. Not others like that .... seriously speaking, i think i treat you better than the .. treat you. But no choice. you prefer that ... than me . so no matter how much i do , it'll never be enough. But i set a slogen for my life. if people were to be happy, i'll be happy. Thats make me think much more positive towards things in life. I swear , i really do love and treasure you alot. But it'll never be enough to earn your quality time. but no matter how you treat me , i'll still treat you very good. Because i treasure friendship alot. So my ... , i'll still do my best as a friend and treasure you alot. even better than the past (:

Love language:
1. Quality time
2. Physical touch
3. Receiving gifts