Today ain't a good day for me. Cg at first was very bad. I didn't support your decision. I'm sorry. Then after the movie, slack with gina , mingyee and zijie. Things turns ok then. Till i receive some sms when i get home, i feel like scolding myself why am i like this? And talking on the phone , still talking about same issues, i was hurt and i'm like why am i doing all this?! Then i receive another sms at night, It wasn't good as well. I shall say why in the next post. But overall, my day just sucks to the max. God, pls help me. I know it is not your fault so i shouldn't compromise you and i shouldn't think any far about my r/s with you . I don want second time to happen. I pray , and i want to remain good r/s with you. No second time . I'm sorry mingyee. Shouldn't tell you so much as i think i'm like adding to your problems.