Chinese new year house visiting is over already loh .
Super fast .
Went to aunt house almost everyday .
monday night , went to play lan at orchard till morning 7am .
muahaha . then next day stay at aunt house till 8plus then go over to Joyce's house .
As i said i'm going already .
Go there without oranges . Sound so stupid . Sorry .
Have a great time there .
I'm super crazy and laughing non-stop at her house .
Her niece is cute . Super cute lah . haha !
Go home at 1plus 2 . KorKor come fetch me .
wednesday didn't go school as i'm still in chinese new year mood .
Heard from Sherilyn , many people never go also . HAHA .
Went to Daddy's friend house for house visiting at a very far place .
Stay there till 5plus . Got a big Dog . very friendly Dog [:
Went over to woodland to meet Joyce .
Actually catching a movie with her .
But the timing kind of late .
So she PROMISE me next week already .
LION see this ! PROMISE NEXT WEEK HOR !
hehe ! i got 300 angbao money ! [:
i can go eat eat eat already ! [:
i'm looking for a private tutor .
I want to improve my math and plysics .


SHAZALIND .
Happy belated Birthday to you .
this columm is specially for you .
Yuan DaYing love you la .
I know you know .
Did you enjoy your birthday ?
Must enjoy every single day made by our daddy [:
Any prayer request ? tell me . i'll keep you in prayer [:
i love you sister <3

Currently at cousin's house .
Nothing to do .
Should be going partyworld/kbox later .

Had Reunion dinner at home .
Ate steamboat , uncles and cousins come over .
Had a great time chit-chatting .
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR .
i'm going to miss shazalind when she is in malaysia .
Take good care of yourself sister .
Don't get sick okay .
I'll wait for you to come back to share your life and jokes with me [:
See you real soon okay .
Happy early birthday to you first !
Going to turn 15 le .
Must Jiayou in the kog alrights .
WestB is going to grow into higher levels (:
Loveyou *trembling , family * muahahah .

Vanessa , Melissa and shihui
Happy Chinese new year .
This year is special that i celebrated with you guys .
I really enjoy playing sparkles with you all .
Jiayou okay .
see you guys very soon .
Take care of yourself .
Don't get sick alrights .
Loveyou poeple <3
Joyce!
Happy chinese new year !
May God continues to bless you into higher levels .
Jiayou alrights .
Loveyou many lahs .
I love you thats why you love me .
Correct ?
I know you the longest dehs .
Means you should understand me very well [:
I'm very glad this year i'm celebrating chinese new year with Jesus and people like you .
I'm very very glad to know you .
Really , thanks for loving me and thanks for helping me in many areas of life [:
And , i'm going to keep you in prayer .

Father i commit all my sisters and brothers into your hand . Be with them , protect them and bless them greatly . As we spend our daily life with you , make it the fullest and we will expand the kingdom as day goes by . Help us to do things in the right attitude . Pour down fruits to us!
We want to grow ! WE ARE EAGER TO GROW !
People change but you remain the same .
God be with us .
Amen .

Went to school for CNY celebrations today . I realised celebrations is getting even boring each year . Nothing de luh . Only at class room do decorations , play games and in the end the whole class shouted ''huat ah'' ! haha ! This class is going to give me a good memorable year . After school went to westmall with sining , zhiyun and hillary . Went to eat and went to library to chit-chat . Afterwards , richard come over to look for us , treated him pokki , sining treat him bubble tea .
have some snapshot outside westmall .

Happy 1st month to all Ex-Bcians .
If we're still in a group , can celebrate lahs , but since we choose to end it , then no point lors .
But Every single one of you are still very important to me (:
I really love you people .
Every Sat , i wouldn't be lonely is because of you guys .
Thank you for loving me for who i am .
Everyone of you will remain in my heart forever .
Shazalind , Vanessa , Shihui and Melissa , I love you people <3

Down with bad cough and bad sore throat .
Didn't update for long already . cause nothing interesting mahs .
Just go home then go home .
For what update . haha !
Went service today .
Was pissed off in the morning , cause i don know what to wear ! -.-
In the end , i come to a conclusion , wear t-shirt .
Haha . Reach-ed lot1 , went over to mac find vanessa & bernard .
Soon shazalind reached .
Take bus 190 , i fall asleep .
And when the driver make a turn , i nearly bang towards the window .
Then quickly use another hand to hold on .
Too tired cause of the medicine .
Today is a bad day lor .
throat is pain after that ):
After service went to meridien and eat .
Then Lion came over to say there is a garfield show tomorrow ! -.-
I promised her that i wouldn't mind if i can brighten people day .
Yah luh . After that slack there as they got potential shepherd meet .
walk around with sihui . She really cute lahs . haha !
After that we have our high tea at meridien .
Then travel to bugis with shazalind & vanessa (:
Accompany them to buy their stuffs .
Since they accompany me to drink milo ! LOL .
After bugis , take train back to lot1 as shazalind want to go Mondo buy her heels for new year .
On the train , sat on the floor and fall asleep .
So bad of shazalind , she took a photo of me sleeping and with her face and they keep laughing!
Laugh (:
have a nice trip sleeping there .
Really very tired cause of the medicine . Drowsy ):
I want to go for a sleep le ):
Tomorrow taking bersary . Very malu lor .
Need go stage ! ):
Haha . monday buying new year clothes with cousin le (:

I'll update tomorrow lor , my daily reader ! (:
Not feeling well mahs .
with my sexy voice ! (:

School life was alright , but kind of stress lohs .
As days pass , Chinese o'level is coming , prelim is on the way and N'level starts .
Can you imagine how scary it is ?
Remember when i was sec1 , althought there is conflicts but is really a fun year .
I remember i tell myself , sec4 still long way la . But now , a blink and i'm sec4 now .
Time past real fast lohs .
And as year goes , i get even mature .
I Started to allow emotion control me .
Even till now , i'm so sensitive even over friendship and solving certain problems .
How i wish i can allow time to stop la . But it wouldn't .
But i'm going to work super super hard for my chinese and math .
I want to get B3 for that .
Jiayou , people if you read this , pray for me (:
I'm going to do it lohs .
either rp or simei ite if i can't .
But the simei won't come to past .
Cause i'm going to sec 5 ! (:
Went to Np today .
So sian and the school facilities so old !
got no interest in this school .
Leave the school with jane at around 4plus .
Walk to the bukit timah market there take bus to yishun find lion (:
Do homework while she shepherd sheep .
After that take train back with her .
Had a nice talk with her .
Lion , you talk like you very stress like that .
Jiayou okay (:
God, i just want to commit lion into your hand , God i just pray god that as she entrust her future into your hands , God i pray that you will help her lord . There are certain things she think that is kind of impossible , God i pray that you will help her to believe miracles will happen .
What she have thought of , make it happen to past (:
She wants people to think that it's safe to entrust the children in her hand .
So God , see her hardwork and bless her lord . God i commit everything into your hand and we believe it will come to past (: In Jesus's name , Amen (:
Lion , feel free to ask me for a run on sunday , or even when you're free ok(:
I'm willing to run and i can also release my stress on running (:
And i can also go on diet !
Lion control your eating habbit . Don't eat fried foods (:
Go fast on that la (:
i can fast with you too . Jiayou okay ! (:
i'm with you lion <3
Anything can come talk to me although i'm younger than you but is not the age ok .
Must be open to one another (:
i'm your lion and also your sister . So ya lo .
loveyou lion (:

There's school tml , choir . i'm not feeling that sian already .
I must work hard !
God give me strength and wisdom ! (:

Went to school today !
First day of school i today myself to be salt and light .
But in the end first day i'm caught for short skirt -.-
To me thats quite lame .
Cause i look like a guai kai as i'm bringing joyce's bag to school .
So innocent then catch me ):
And thats shows that i grew taller ! (:
i saw alot of my beloved ones today !
sherilyn , natalie , xiaoxuan , celia , hillary.
and some guys . But yongxiang was sent home ! no jokes .
But i've a new friend . Her name is sarah .
She was from a girls school transfer to our school .
Nice friend of course . she sitted right beside me (:
I need to buy a new skirt soon , if not monday not going to stay at school but will be at home .
HAHA ! (:
Went to bp after school for outreaching and went i was in the foodcourt , a person ask me which secondary i'm , i was about to answer sec3 , but i'm sec4 already .
I don't wish to answer cause it makes me stress .
As i'm taking N'level this year .
Looking at how i've grown from a *ahlian* in sec1 , so naughty until now i'm mature (:
I receive christ when i'm sec1 , passionate for lost souls with certain people .
Chionging for god together with a bunch of exciting people !
And when i'm sec1 , i have a bunch of goodfriends too (:
people like , cindy , weiwei , jolenetan , dacindy , joycetan , jes , hongkoon .
They are someone who i hang out with i laugh alot , play with them like a children .
They simply rocks my life .
then when i'm in sec2 , i went into a relationship and causes me to leave god ):
That's bad . And my life then was just normal lifestyle thats i love pampering by my bf , going out with him and hanging out with school friends . That's my life then .
Till 16thAug 2008 , i came back to know christ again ! (:
My life then was outreaching , going sat service and meeting and stuffs .
My life has been great cause god has been blessing me (:
But things that is bad was the friendship i have with those i mention that i knew in sec1 .
I really miss those times hanging out with them .
And for certain people , our friendship turns to very surface and we are not goodfriends anymore . Very sad lahs .
I miss those friendship between us .
Really , the way you treasure me and stuffs , but is different now .
Or is because that time i'm a new believer thats why you treat me so good ?
Sighh lahs .
Now 2009 started , life ain't good to me .
I'm worried and sad about many things in life .
Getting much much stress in what am i doing .
I'm thinking much more now .
Thinking that serving god why am i so burden ?
Why am i so sad ?
N'level is coming . I know this is part and parcel of life .
And when i gets older , people around me gets older as well .
They have to work and stuffs .
And due to our age gap , i think sooner or later , you will forget i exist in your life .
You will be busy working and our friendship will get even worst lahs .
So i really hope time stop and i don't have to face the reality .
I tell you , when i am walking home , i'm thinking will i face those problem when i'm not doing what am i doing ?
I really want to maintain the friendship .
But what can i do ? ):
People if you read this , i really want to tell you that you're truly treasured by me .
Really , i would rather lose away something and have the good friendship with certain people .
Just like i would rather gave away anything but i won't trade jesus away .
So people out there who knows that i really treasure you all , please be sure that i really love love love youu people ! (:

Went to joyce house ytd as i miss her lah . haha !
Went to help her copy down title for sermon and she cool maggie for me as i'm hungry .
thanks for the mr bean and the mr bean that food (:
around 7 plus went to shihui house and went marina for countdown with vanessa and shihui's family member .
had fun in the lorry and reached home around 2 .
Waited for cousin to reach home and go yew tee buy food as i'm hungry .
2008 has come to the end ! (:
although i came back to god on 16aug this year .
But from that day onwards , god is real to me .
He always bless me through people around me .
Whenever i need god , he's there comforting me .
in this period of time , conflicts happen the most .
between me and the people i love .
But i really want to take this time to thank god for certain people .
my post will be long , please be patient (: haha

GINA:
although you have been my shepherd not long , conflicts happen between us .
but i really want to say thank you for growing me to become more mature .
Forgiving me whenever i did things wrong .
thank you for being patient at me even sometimes i always complain to you .
i really want to thank god for you (:

TINGHUI:
hey elijah , In this period of time , We're once close and also we quarell alot . We've different intrest but i still want to thank god that some time no matter what i do , you're still being so good to talk nicely to me . Thank god for you .

JOYCE:
Lion ! i really want to thank god for you ley ! Really . Did you realise i'm always having
conflicts with you in december ? I'm sorry that sometimes my words seem harsh .
i'm always thinking that i'm not good enough to be your friend and stuffs .
But still you still love me like your sister . You always dote me and cook for me when i'm hungry. Although sometime i doubt that you don't really treasure me but thanks for assuring me that i'm important in your life . Thanks for being there for me to listen to me whenever i'm sad or even listening to my jokes . Thanks for making 2008 a good one for me (: i really love you lion .

EX -BC-IANS
Although we have been BC for not long . since camp till that day . But i really treasure everyone of your deep down in my heart . Thanks for making my day with you all a fun and memorable one . Although BC is ended but all of your are important in my heart .

ALL OF MY SCHOOL MATES:
I have been classmates with certain people for 3years . Conflicts between us start and end ! (: Thanks for being there for me . thanks for making my school day fun . i really treasure you all very much (:

THANK GOD FOR MAKING 2008 A GOOD ONE WITH A BUNCH OF GOOD FRIENDS WITH ME ! (:
I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR A EVEN BLESS YEAR AHEAD ! (: