so long never update due to busy week . and is exam period .
God really bless me well this week :B
thank God .
i prayed and he answered my prayer .
How good is our God right ? {:
westb is going to complete fajar .
went to outreach on monday and tuesday
it's a fruitful days for me {:
we have a total of 3 converts on monday , 2 converts on tuesday .
if i'm not wrong for tuesday {:
let's pray hard for them to retain !
those who are maybe de , pray hard that they will still come on sat {:
praying hard that sat , fajar will be complete !
God bless us :D
tmr got shepherding with gina and all her sheep .
haha ! she keep bully me ! whack me , twist my hand . tsktsktsk .
But it brings laughter when i'm with her .
God pour down fruits on aes {:
more lower sec ppl coming to know you {:
we know that when the time is right , you will definitely bless us {:
perserverence {:
i want to do well for eoy !
i want to score well . i'm afraid .
But i must have faith in God .
As i do ministry thing , God will bless me definitely .
pray hard that God will give me wisdom and strength to study , memorising notes & do well in all subjects {:
my oral i got 30/40 for chinese .
okok lah . i want to do well for my chinese paper !
pray hard man {:
i must jiayou .
study hard to glorified God's name {:

i feel so moody .
i don know why .
feel like crying every moment .
flash back memories , thinking of those happy times , sighh !
why why why ?
life with God is problematic .
life without God also so problematic .
so with God is always better .
at least i know everyone leave me but God is still there for me .
friends may not always be there . but i know God is with me .
only God i feel so secure .
with God i won't feel so isolated .
with God i feel loved .
with God there is joy in my heart .
God . i need you ):
i don know why i feel so moody .
everything seems so complicated now .
problems is happening now le .
But God you told me you have overcome the world .
what else i'm afraid of ?
But God just one prayer i want to pray to you .
i pray that everything is gonna to get over soon .
i want things to go well like the past .
God i pray that i won't feel so moody already .
i want to smile whenever i go .
i want my life to fill with joy .
cause you are the God who is joy .
God . i commit this prayer into your hand .
in jesus name , amen .

1.The person who tagged you is ?
celia vulgar ! :B
2.your relationship with him or her is ?
crazy and vulgar {:
3.your five impression of him/her ?
noisy , full of vulgarities , zilian , emo , naughty girl .
4.the most memorable thing his/her has done for you ?
hmm ? last time always at canteen together {:
5. if he or she become your lover , will you?
can try ? haha!
6.if he/she become your lover , what things she must improve on ?
be who she is ? cause i will love someone orginal . not fake de ?
7. if him or she become your enemy , will you ?
idk ? i will be sad of course .
8.if he or she become your enemy , the reason will be ?
idk ? cause i never think of it ?

Don't want to do le . cause my type everything by my own .
even the question . sorry vulgar {:
today got ohana .
after all , still okay .
so siann too .
brought bagpack today with xiaoxuan .
mine look likes amanda mother deh .
don know how is she now ?
sorry mother .
i really want to know what happening ? ):

i want to work with jesus {:
my lord and saviour { :
iloveyou !
you mean everything to me ! {:
i want to walk with you for the rest of my life :B

went to do flag day today :B
meet up with mingyee , tinghui , tingyi , amanda , brian and jack .
but mingyee reach first than me !
jokes with mingyee while waiting for others .
she saw a cat and say that is meeee ! -.-
LOL ! mingyee always never fail to brighten up my day along with God :B
can imagine how funny she is right ? haha !
after that went to look for tingyi and tinghui {:
after that i find that marsiling so siannn .
i suggested to go somewhere else .
end up we went to yishun !
call joyce ask where she is . haha . know my intention ? lol
but she got duty to clean up nexus auditorium .
is her minitry . but she got talent in it . seriously {:
after that amanda , brian and jack came .
we do at the yishun underground .
not bad lor . but tiring .
after that went to eat mac and go service .
woots ! reach there early and waited for service to start . haha !
i saw joycetan today ! she say i like beggar holding the tin and quad down .
i'm real tired okay !
but she donated for me {:
dalion must like that one {:
leave service at 1.30 .
today praise and worship is awesome .
i never fail to love you more and more each day .
but need to leave half way .
so sad ):
miss half of the teaching .
but , i know something so cool .
study with SMART people . haha !
end up we stand outside the auditorium to see by the tv for awhile .
so cool right .
anw , alll of us wore uniform .
although not alot ppl , but is really cool lor .
went back to jurong . but we are late . ms bavani call me .
i say i reach le . but amanda mother seems abit unhappy .
i don know why .
but if you see this , cheer up okay .
daughter is there .
if i did something wrong , tell me alright {:
went to 2nd service with tinghui cause jingting got visitor .
she converted ! praise the lord {:
although im tired , but is worth it .
pray for her that she will get closer with us more and more .
she will stay on and love you lord {:
take bus with tinghui .
always we do things together deh .
tinghui know what i mean .
thank God for her :B
went home and now i'm resting .
tomorrow got ohana .
i'm going to go and study ! ._.
Stop here . takecare people :)

thanks for the monkey bear , monkey watch , monkey t-shirt .
all monkey ! haha ! so lame hor !
but i love it {:
life is going so good for me ;D
went for shepherding today along with jingiting .
combined shepherding mah .
before that was with mingyee !
was laughing and joking with her ! so funny .
in shepherding i learn that love God love ppl {:
sms natalie . forgiven her le .
cause i must apply what i learn today ;D
yeah {:
did my quiet time quite regulary .
walk with God also not bad {:
i feel happy ;D
tomorrow got fund-raising
but got go service !
haha !
kk . i stop here ! busy !

few days never update le .
life is good for me {:
doing things meaningful .
free time go for outreach {:
sunday go study with vanessa :B
today i also went to study with her {:
do maths for 1 hrs plus at yewtee CDAC .
School today was alright .
i have learn to forgive her already .
since they can why can't me ?
i want to be more like jesus :D
Jesus can forgive man liked us , why can't we forgive someone just did a small little thing wrong ?
right ? yeahs . im reading a book recently .
a book about influencing people .
yeah . i want to influence ppl to come and know GOd .
i want my life to impact others ppl life .
i prayed that there is breakthrough in my life .
i want to be faithful in doing quiet time .
Self -discipline and perserverance {:

just did my quiet time .
i learn that why people in earth rejected God's love ?
God created us and shown us light .
yet human chooses darkness .
it is because their deeds is evil .
how will a father feel when its child rejected him ?
how hurtful will it be ?
God sacrifice his one and only son just for us , yet we don't appreciate it ?
he loves us so much . can't you imagine it ?
through God is the only way to have eternal life .
although there is parental rejection in my life ,
i believe that if i stays on they wil know it one day .
pray hard that they will allow me to go to church .
pray that we can hit goals : DD
pray for self-discipline in my life .
doing quiet time :DD
discpline myself {:
went for shepherding today .
learn alot things from gina too(:
putting God first in everything we do .
God has the correct plans for us .
although there is problems , but the problems is always what we are able .
God won't give us problems that we are unable .
cause he loves us .
realtionship with God is very important .
putting God first , God will be in the center of the picture :D
i learn alot today :D
have a contact today too {:
quite responsive .
hope that i meet her sooner with gina , she will come {:
pray for her :D
FRUITFUL DAY {:

GINAATAY IS BACK IN SINGAPORE :DD

today went for school . alot people know their result le .
But mrstan also never tell us .
heard that our batch is going to have lots of people possibly retain or drop to NT .
sighhh ! God pray that you will give me wisdom lord ! to do well for my End of year examination .
GOd bless me ! i don wan to get a lousy result ):
today after school for rememdial but didn't turn up .
went to look for mingyee first then go outreach.
But didn't really focus on outreaching luh .
saw gina ! i miss her lah {:
she buys us watches ! her CG people is going to have it .
so good of her {:
the watch looks like her . MONKEY !
haha ! after that went home .
watch tv and now off to revise and do homework le .
JIAYOU JIAHUI !
bless me lord ! :D

went for service today {:
meetup with tingyi and tinghui today {:
take 190 together . reached there , look for amanda then enter nexus together {:
sit with amanda , tinghui , tinyi , shazalind , jingting and sathya .
worship was awesome today .
especially the last song we sang.
yeah {: i care for you cause jesus care for me {:
I MISS GINA TAY TING HUA ! ):
she's back on monday !
i'm going to fetch her ! along with tinghui and co .
after service went to le meridian and eat .
after that should be meeting cindyho .
but she waited for me 1hr then don wan wait le .
sorry cindy .
i didn't do it on purpose .
sorry ! i'll meet you up very soon ):
walk walk with amanda mother and jinting .
after that we enter to a shop .
is super nice de lor .
mother brought a card .
make me think of lion birthday is coming .
around 6 like that went to take mrt with jingting
amanda take bus home .
reached home have dinner and chit-chatted at msn {:
things going better le ?
hopefully ? i want to be a salt&light {:
school reopening soon le {:
happy or sad ? means exam is coming ! Zzz
went back to school to share the gospel {:
yippi {:
shall end here le { :
enjoy myself today .
afterall , God is awesome ! amen !

today went out with amanda , sharon and a girl called peiqi {:
went to escape with them {:
sharon loves to scream . until my head spin uh .
feel like vomitting .
but i don't want to vomit out .
after that went for yongxiang's BBQ
at bangkit block 234 .
stayed there awhile .
quite alot people lor .
stay there till 9.30 then went home le .
take lrt home then mrt {:
reached home quickly use computer .
but also no people can come tmr .
But got a sec2 girl tell me she will come next week {:
tmr need wake up early .
meet up with tinghui they all at lot1 10.30 .
go for service tomorrow then meet cindy after that :D
GINA IS NOT AT SINGAPORE ! ):
sadded ! i miss her ):
as a sheperd uh {:
joyce tan also not at singapore .
they will be back in 2 days time .
God bless them to be back safety .
no one is sick :D
tomorrow , will be feeling so lonely .
sighhh ):

birthday just ended {:
but still wanna wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! : D
went to celebrate birthday with cousins : D
thanks for the birthday wishes and prayers {:
went out with amanda mother on sat after service .
before that is along with hillary , xiaoxuan and sherilyn : D
although they didn't come to know God , but i really thank God they are able to turn up {:
me and amanda mother keep laughing on the bus way back to lot1 {:
We take photos and we take with '''eeeeeeeee,oooooooooo,ahhhhhhhh'' haha
so funny . i think everyone in the bus is irritated by us .
after that went to look for yongxiang and co .
slack and play .
went lot1 and went back home { :
ytd went for metarmophosis {:
was fun at the concert .
before that is so ....
nevermind .
reach home 11plus .
thank God mother didn't scold me .
i started to love you more and more my dearest father {:
ytd sang '' God's moving and take it all ''
so nice man .
God you are moving !
move in our school {:
gina and joyce and co is going to hongkong for church thingy .
take care uh {:
come back joycetan is celebrating bday with me : D
haha ! okay .
maybe going outreach later {: