Currently i removed everyone to read my blog already .
only you can read it .
Cause this post i want you to read it .
Well , i just speak everything that comes out from my mind .
Remember weeks ago , i say lets end this friendship i don wan to be your friend already .
you tell me you don wan .
Then i was like ok .
Then now i told you that between us don't seems to have this word ''friend'' already .
You said , '' i guess ''
well , what do you mean ? you really want to end this friendship ?
then why you don wan to tell me that time ?
Why must it be now ?
Why will things turn till that bad ? Do you know if i were to know 4years later things will turn this way , then i would not know you 4years ago .
I will not be hurt , i will not cry , i will not think why just because i backslided then things will turn this way ?
Do you know you make me feel like i just went into prison . i am out from the prison , you won't treat me like how it were in the past .
How painful is it ? How hurtful it can be ?
If being lion can be until like that , then what's the point ?
Why not just be a stranger to me ? will it be better ?
not interfering your life , will it be better ?
Not meeting you , you will have more time to meet your goodfriend , will it be better ?
is that the answer you want ?
you show me that i am already TOTALLY not important to you already ?
I'm just a extra friend in your life . Then what's the point for me to treat you so well when what i get in the end which is just you treating me so badly ? ):
That time you cried in the phone , you know i feel so bad ?
Really . I feel like i make someone who usually don cry , crying out in the phone .
How worst am i to you ? I'm just such a bad bad friend to you .
i make you cry in the phone , make you angry , make you feel irritated .
Then what's the point ?
I feel rather hurt when hearing you cry . i feel like going over to your house and say , don cry .
Just you to stop crying , i will feel less bad .
Lion , if i were to ask you a question , will you be who you are 4years ago , what's your answer ?
Am i still very important to you or someone else is much more important to you already ?
i bet i know your answer already .
You won't be who you are 4years ago . cause you already found someone better .
Sorry lion . i just feel like typing everything out .