went service today .
Today totally sucky lahs !
Seriously , went to harverster meet today , no teaching but is like talking and stuffs .
We want to reap the harvert .
God please help me . Focus on the important things first .
I'm bursting soon ! Really , i want to cry already .
Went to talk to joyce .
But things goes worse ! i need encouragement lah people .
From God and from you guys .
I'm breaking down soon ):
Please , i account to you , waste message ?!
please luh ! care about my feelings please ?
what you want me to do ?
please everyone in the caregroup uhs ?
i already keep meeting her to go out and stuffs already okay .
What you expect ?
So i'm the blame of her salvation lahs ?
i love her okay .
More than how you all treasure her .
God please help me .
It is your test for us about bonding together .
i want to overcome .
But as i take the innitiative , please help them to put themselves into my shoe .
i wouldn't want this to happen either .
Jesus , help me ):
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