i don't know why it still so hurting ?
i want to be a happy girl and lead a simple life .
But it seems so hard .
seeing your nick is like thousand knifes poking in .
understand the pain ?
But i once say you happy , i'll be happy .
even its seems so hard .
i promise , if you need me , i'll come immediately .
i don know why im falling so deeply .
in the begining is already wrong .
yet now ?
i miss the past ?
but i know time wonte go back .
i don want to endure in the painfullness .
i want to be cheerful back {:
today mission week !
indeed a fun one .
was with amanda mother & natalie qingaideh .
sherilyn didn't come school today .
miss her okay !
she get good academic reward . i get good conduct award .
haha ! grats uh ! {:
feel so happy {:
anyway , take care my suenkuay ! {:
haha . i hope my prayer come true {:
heh ! pls my luckystar ! bless me alright ? {:
this is all i want . nothing else {:
anyway , i want peace in my friend {:
i had a great day today . went marina with sining , hillary , daryl & alan !
haha ! to celebrate hillary birthday {:
went there daryl brought keychain for me , hillary and sining .
cause hillary birthday means 3 of our birthday ! haha
all for 1 , 1 for all . haha !
then alan buy roses ley . we choose de .
RED , BLUE & PURPLE .
nice okay {:
then take cab back causeway . and then home sweet home le .
in cab i nearly fly okay .
haha ! thats so funny !
now using computer le . see him online , im so happy , but the nick ?
sighhhh ):
why ?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILLARY CHIN {:
MY DEAREST CUTIE !
ILOVEYOU OKAY {:
HAHA ! I STILL OWE YOU A PRESENT { :
WILL GET IT FOR YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE !
BE A HAPPY GIRL OKAY !
ANYTHING COME FIND ME UH {:
IM YOUR SECRET GIRL LEY {:
SO MUST COME TELL ME { :
ILOVE&MISS YOU DE LAHH {:
TAKECARE AT MALAYSIA UH {: