Yesterday went to meet up with Liyan & joyce and Liyan's sheep .
Went to yishun to eat chicken rice .
after that went to plaza sing as joyce is meeting her shepherd and i slack around there to wait for her and train back to yewtee.
After that i decided to go peiying's house with joyce as something happen and i don't know how to go home .
train to bishan and i told joyce to alight there to let me have some time to cry out la .
I really feel very sad .
It's really long ok . You don't know how do i feel .
I really feel very weird without talking to you , without meeting you and cannot sms you .
I really miss you la .
feel weeks ago , or even 1 month plus ago , you tell me you may be waiting for them to see you're able to be a prison officer or a police officer , that time i already feel very sad la .
but in another hand , i feel happy for you {:
And i hope that day won't come so fast .
But now in a week time you're gone for training .
Ohman , thats fast la .
How i feel i can spend my 1 week time with you.
Even after your ministry , i'm fine with it .
Lion , cry after cry even now i cannot really smile with joy la . Cause i'm very sad ):
In bishan mrt i cry , inside the train i cry , at yishun ntuc i cry , yishun mrt station i cry, after i went home , tears just flow down .
It sounds so stupid . But there is a reason behind la .
When i am in primary school , till secondary school life , i don't have a friend that i can rely on . The friend will either quarell and walk our own ways .
Till 4years ago , i know you .
I don't know we can be such a good friend and i don't know we can be so close .
But now you became someone who i trust , who i love and who i treasure alot .
No matter how naughty i am , you still love me and pampered me .
i gone through alot with you .
Like you accompany me to run cross country , that day after metamorphosis , at jurong mrt station , i feel sort of like ughhh . But you appear behind of me . i go your house , run with you , you cook for me . you just pampered me alot .
But i want to tell you that i never take you for granted .
But i truly appreciate you for treating me so well .
In my life , you 're someone who is really a true friend to me .
A lion that i don want to lose .
yesterday i make a prayer to God when i cried .
i said : God when she is inside having the training , be with her that she is not alone . she can take good care of herself . God i have a request from you . 6months is really very long . I don't know how to spend my 6months . Help me to rely on you more . And God i just ask to receive a message from her everyday . One will do . Sat and sun , can i just see her once . at least i saw her . I'm happy enough . And God can joyce come out every sat and sun? if cannot , can you please do something about it ? God thats all i ask from you . This friendship of us is not as strong as in the past but I believe that after 6months , we still able to be very close. 6months may be long but if everyday can receive a sms from her and sat and sun can see her , i'm very happy already .
This is my prayer to God when i cried yesterday . And i'm thankful that i spend 19hrs hours with you yesterday till today . I'm thankful for it . Lion , don't think that i'm silly but i really think that is just 1week left to your training . Very fast ):
Yesterday is your first time seeing me crying at the mrt train .
i don't know what happened to you that you have been asking me many questions but i want to tell you that to me , you're a great friend . Really , you're someone that really good to me .
Don't ask me if i think which part of you are bad but i think you're good although there's area you need to grow in as everyone is growing . So let's grow together .
I promised you after the 6months , i'm be a matured lion .
I'll grow in the lord and be obedience . You also must promised me to jiayou for your training okay . Must sms me ley . Don't forget me please ):
sat you come out must give me a hug ok ! (:
must come find me ):
don't mia okay . i'll be waiting for your sms when you're inside training ah.
Tell me how's life inside the training place ah . ok ?
can you meet me once more before 1st april ? ):
I LOVE YOU LION . THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING .
I'LL WAIT FOR YOUR SMS AND AWAITING TO MEET YOU VERY SOON .