went home at 10plus in the morning .
Ain't in a good mood , i don't know why .
Went home , cried lah as i was blogging the previous post .
I don't know what am i thinking actually .
I just feel very hurt . My heart hurts alot .
Went to choir in the afternoon . Meet up with my choir friends .
Didn't smile alot lah , they still ask me if i'm ok anot .
Do i really look like i'm very sad ?
But thank God that during the cleaning process , my choir friends make me smile lah .
Thanks richard , sining , linda , xiaoxuan , hillary , zhiyun and zijie .
Although is just awhile la , but i feel much better at that moment .
actually i decided to fellowship with my choir friends and meet gina tml .
But i think i need God's word to help me in this moment .
I feel so empty right now .
God can you make me smile infront of people ? i don't want to cause people having bad mood just because i didn't smile la .
I pray that i'll smile when i meet the choir people , but i failed la . sorry god ):
I couldn't take it la . sound so stupid actually .
I don't know why ley . Really , i don't want to feel sad . But then , i don't know why i cry .
God ! help me ! ):
But thank God that i have the courage to account to gina today .
It has been a long time , i have a talk with her . Thank you daddy .
But God can you make me feel better .
My heart like going to break into pieces .
Service quickly come . i want to dwell in the presence .
I scare i might cry ley ):
God bless me .