Service today .
wasn't in a good mood to go service .
But i think God don't deserve to treat him with a black face .
So as i worship and praise , i told God i will smile and attend the service .
worship really awesome as well as praise (:
after service went to meridien eat .
Saw lion today (:
after eating , went to sent yiqing to 190 bus stop .
I'm so wet la , lion lent me her unbrella .
black colour , so nice (:
went to west haverster meet .
Teaching didn't really focus la .
Was thinking about some stuffs . Mood very low la .
I don't know why . then couldn't focus well .
after that went to take train back home at 7pm .
i cry inside the train again .
So disgrace . i don't know why actually . Just feel very heart pain la . ya luh .
Then went home , i decided to walk under the rain then walking shelter .
Cause i need some time to be alone . where walking outside got no one .
So i walk under the rain and cry la . I feel very terrible . thats why .
Cannot stand the pain in my heart ):
ya luh . One more week left ):
The week where i'll treasure the most (:

although is just 6months and she may come out on sat and sun .
But i still feel very sad .
i really don't know why .
Ahhh ! Lion ah lion .
i don't know say what .
But i really don't know what to do next .
there is many things i would want to say .
But ... Sigh ! ):