Went to school today !
First day of school i today myself to be salt and light .
But in the end first day i'm caught for short skirt -.-
To me thats quite lame .
Cause i look like a guai kai as i'm bringing joyce's bag to school .
So innocent then catch me ):
And thats shows that i grew taller ! (:
i saw alot of my beloved ones today !
sherilyn , natalie , xiaoxuan , celia , hillary.
and some guys . But yongxiang was sent home ! no jokes .
But i've a new friend . Her name is sarah .
She was from a girls school transfer to our school .
Nice friend of course . she sitted right beside me (:
I need to buy a new skirt soon , if not monday not going to stay at school but will be at home .
HAHA ! (:
Went to bp after school for outreaching and went i was in the foodcourt , a person ask me which secondary i'm , i was about to answer sec3 , but i'm sec4 already .
I don't wish to answer cause it makes me stress .
As i'm taking N'level this year .
Looking at how i've grown from a *ahlian* in sec1 , so naughty until now i'm mature (:
I receive christ when i'm sec1 , passionate for lost souls with certain people .
Chionging for god together with a bunch of exciting people !
And when i'm sec1 , i have a bunch of goodfriends too (:
people like , cindy , weiwei , jolenetan , dacindy , joycetan , jes , hongkoon .
They are someone who i hang out with i laugh alot , play with them like a children .
They simply rocks my life .
then when i'm in sec2 , i went into a relationship and causes me to leave god ):
That's bad . And my life then was just normal lifestyle thats i love pampering by my bf , going out with him and hanging out with school friends . That's my life then .
Till 16thAug 2008 , i came back to know christ again ! (:
My life then was outreaching , going sat service and meeting and stuffs .
My life has been great cause god has been blessing me (:
But things that is bad was the friendship i have with those i mention that i knew in sec1 .
I really miss those times hanging out with them .
And for certain people , our friendship turns to very surface and we are not goodfriends anymore . Very sad lahs .
I miss those friendship between us .
Really , the way you treasure me and stuffs , but is different now .
Or is because that time i'm a new believer thats why you treat me so good ?
Sighh lahs .
Now 2009 started , life ain't good to me .
I'm worried and sad about many things in life .
Getting much much stress in what am i doing .
I'm thinking much more now .
Thinking that serving god why am i so burden ?
Why am i so sad ?
N'level is coming . I know this is part and parcel of life .
And when i gets older , people around me gets older as well .
They have to work and stuffs .
And due to our age gap , i think sooner or later , you will forget i exist in your life .
You will be busy working and our friendship will get even worst lahs .
So i really hope time stop and i don't have to face the reality .
I tell you , when i am walking home , i'm thinking will i face those problem when i'm not doing what am i doing ?
I really want to maintain the friendship .
But what can i do ? ):
People if you read this , i really want to tell you that you're truly treasured by me .
Really , i would rather lose away something and have the good friendship with certain people .
Just like i would rather gave away anything but i won't trade jesus away .
So people out there who knows that i really treasure you all , please be sure that i really love love love youu people ! (: