23.11.08
Went to work and leave at 10plus . kind of early , thats why no pay ):
nevermind , i don't mind . cause i'm really tired .
went to meet joyce as she pass me time table .
after that go her house and exercise with her , as she say since you have to idea on going where then i will decide for you . ( that's evil ! )
Went to jurong point to buy math textbook and she buy her printer ink . reach-ed her house and weather seems bad .
But thank God it didn't rain .
but it has been long since i went for a run .
seriously , it's real tired ( Zzz ! )
i don't know how long we run , but for me is like kind of long .
joyce if you see this , i got potential to run with you right . can follow your beat in running ley ! :D
after that they at her house to do time table and watch channel 8 ! [:
i think is not that nice lor . i prefer hongkong show ! Rocks okay ! [:
and i realise something yesterday ! wahahas !
joyce loves ahyoyo when she is young ! *grins *
she will kills me if she is able to read it . LOL ! but too bad it is small .
stay at her house to overnight as it is kind of late , and i'm lazy to go home .
i realise her dad and mum is not that scary already [:

24.11.08
wake up 7 from joyce house . very early ! i'm very tired . somemore going sentosa with hillary and xiaoxuan .
Went home buy something to eat and drink ice milo [:
watch tv and fall asleep . ohmy .
i think school reopen it will be jialat luhs . overslept ?!
hmm , joyce call me to ask me wake up as i need to meet hillary & co .
But in the end , i still fall asleep again .
until when hillary reach-ed lot1 , i just wake up .
sorry ! today wasn't in a good mood .
maybe is because i'm too tired and think of many things .
after that meet joyce at woodland for dinner after going sentosa .
fall asleep at train .
meet joyce didn't talk much . i apologise for that ):

i've been thinking on the trip home . nearly cried
sometimes , i think i'm kind of selfish that i'll remember God when i'm feeling lonely .
but the fact is that he's always there .
sometimes i put friends then putting God in first priority .
sometimes i think that if there is a choice , i really don wan friend .
but without friend , i'm kind of lonely .
sometimes , i think that i'm kind of extra .
our friendship is really surface . all along , you're someone that i share my problems too .
and , my secrets is always kept by you .
whenever i need someone to cry out my sorrow , you will always be there .
actually , didn't you realise always i'm the one who look for you ?
i think i've been trouble you too much already .
maybe i should't bahs . i'm sorry ):
i really miss alot of people . sometimes , i really want to ask myself , do i really know what is joy ?
am i really those happy girl that smiles whenever she saw her friends and going to service ?
i know al this is kind of lame , but i really do cares . sorry .

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