has been talking to amanda mother for so long .
seriously . im thinking to turn back to you .
i regretted for leaving you for stupid reasons .
but it is so hard to turn back after so long.
facing all those ppls that are no longer close to you .
it's so hard.
there 's a girl , who are so close to me , and during mid-year exam ,
she come all the way to teach me in my studies , accompany me to service .
come to fetch me to go easter service .
but after all ? i didn't return .
i feel so weird when i see you .
i feel weird when i see all those ppl .
but i know only you can show me unconditional love .
why am i so stupid to leave you cause of guys .
regretted .
amanda mother tell me that you will never forksake me , never leave me .
yah . with you there is so much joy . without you , there is only tears in my life .
i miss you ):
i love you too ):
i really miss staying by your side .
although sometimes it is so tiring , but it is all with joy .
there is no tears .
but now ? leaving in saddness for months .
studies also drop like ....
tell me ? you will love me like the past ?
tell me i wonte feel weird ?